For all the times I couldn't say a word

Dear Senpai,



I don't know where to start it's hard to write about feelings lol and I don't know how I could build the courage to do this eitheir

does that make me brave to you ? I'd be anything for you

I'm happy I can be this comfortable with you even tho I'm scared this might be too much for u to read



This text is unique just like you're my unique and special person uwu (kill me)

made with love and whitout any AI slop prompt. This is all just for you and only you, so you better save it for later I really put alot of efforts in this whole thing >3< !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



whatever I find so appealing about ur dry texts, I must enjoy the pain of double texting to get an answer after ten hours huh? (I do)



N O T H I N G will make me back down until I get what I want (it's u)

















if everything fails I'm hitting the gym to crush you out of existence with huge muscular oiled up mummy thighs until you beg for forgivness

joke aside didn't you mention wanting to know more about me?

well it's ur lucky day bcs ima give u exactly wat u want yay !



I just hope you'll understand me a little more with that page, they say words are a piece of ourselves after all it's the least you can get from me since you live around 700-800km from me and lowkey only know about my name and slight obsession with u



I get that a random french goat being sooo devoted to you out of nowhere isn't really what you expected from my amazing self



I'm so glad you got the survival instinct of a fart and haven't tried to block me yet (u surely won't later too heh)



if ur getting bored already ur such lazy chud go open sum books that won't hurt u,



It's like reading a girl diary estimate yourself lucky it's once in a life time cuh







I feel like you see me as just a bored needy girl that will change over time

when I say you helped me to feel better about a lot of things it's way more than you can possibly think of



Don't get it wrong tho I'm personally not into dying heh

for a while I lost interest in almost everything I used to enjoy. I'm serious when I say I never really show that much interest in people I do cut ties easily even after talking for years



I think there's a lot more than you think that you don't know about me

I never really had a normal familly to be fair so don



I wish you could think about me as much as I do with you, not knowing when you're in the mood to talk or nah drives me insane

I might be crazy actually I never thought I would be making an entire website for a guy I met on roblox at 3am heh

my heart always beat so hard in my chest when I get anything from you

I feel like you seriously don't get how much you affect me on so many points

I can't count how many times I've said it before

I can't wake up a morning without thinking about you, I can't stand the way you get distant whenever I make a mistake, does telling me about issues feels like I invalidate your feelings? I

It's like losing you for a moment and that thought makes me feel terrible

We talked about how we might end up being strangers again before and I don't want to waste the time I got with you in any way, I'm probably overthinking it but it's one of the things I care about more than I should

honestly this relastionship is very pecular we don't know that much about each other and yet we're still here calling each others pet names as if it was always a thing

could've never guessed that I'd be that kind of person



but I'm glad I was wrong you're a wonderful person Jack



I love when I'm watching you play until you start worrying about me being bored

I love to hear your adorable chuckles when I say something sweet

I love when



each moments I spend with you are precious and it's never a waste of time



I promise you that I will remember them